I've realised it's time

The way you have used time has shaped up what you are now.

When I look back at things that I've been through and done, I regret a hell lot.

But the reality is, I can't.

It's shaped you up and you can only make hollow wishes to have done better things in the time that has passed. You can't regret 'cause you don't have a second chance to do something else rather than do the things that you did when you were 16, and 17 (the first half year).

But on the bright side, usually nearly every dull situation has its emergency door out.

The door here lies in changing myself to what I've wanted to be. Starting now.