Can I be your memory...?

I will never be sure whether this will apply to any of you or not, but I look at life in three ways, of which I will explain only two, for the fun of it. No, not exactly... I'm leaving out the third because it is inappropriate to explain here.

First, have a vision that goes forward and is (to be) successful e.g. going to have a great time in the UK if selected for a scholarship, going to have a great life, looking forward and forward and forward and it keeps me looking on forward and forward.

Second, have a 180-degree turn (doesn't matter which way or how you turn, but I prefer turning right) and look back at the past. Well this one makes me go nostalgic. Very very nostalgic. Play a few songs that came out or were famous during those times and I get a really hard bang in the heart saying, "I miss those times...".

That's why sometimes I can't stand listening to old songs or songs that make me think of the past. The effects are uncontrollable. I sometimes go flying and can only reach solid ground some time later.

There are just too many memories to remember. And photos and songs make them easily recallable (does this word exist?). I just hope I have a stable data storage device to store all the pictures and songs that I want so I can reminisce in the later days.

How ever much you miss the days, you have to move on. The most that you can do is to get together with your old buddies, or at most, re-enact what you've been doing in the past... It gives a good feel.

Memories sometimes give a hard time to me but I love recalling them.