Our of anger, I tell you, out of anger I type this up... What the hell is wrong with some stuff? It leaves me being paranoid. Paranoia. With full truth and honesty and from deep inside I admit that I think this is the first time I am using these words for practical purposes. Paranoia, paranoid, paranormal, parawhatever, para machine gun, parachuters, para-why-is-the-word-'parachuters'-being-underlined-in-red-here,-don't-tell-me-there's-no-parachuters-in-the-dictionary-'cause-I've-heard-the-word-'parachuters'-being-used-before-or-have-I-been-dreaming, para penulis, para pelakon, para-you-name-it-we-have-it, Paramore. At least I like Paramore. Heck.

You know, you want to chat with somebody and suddenly the personal computer restarts by itself for no apparent reason 'cause its a regular phenomenon here and you don't call it an epic event anymore in the world of computers these days 'cause the computers love to give you problems even though the software they're having is the $300-worth original genuine with the Genuine sticker on the CD packaging saying that it's not and it will never be, never ever be pirated software but heck still errors happen no matter how lovingly you take care of the PC e.g. a husband leaving his wife alone in the bed in the middle of the night just to take care of the PC.

And etc etc etc.

You know when you're so polite that you don't want to disturb people on WLM that much 'cause you know you've been bugging people a hell lot recently. But, out of necessity you send a message once. Or twice. Only.

Then here's the lovely part...

For 3 hours you stare blankly at the PC waiting for the reply and at the same time being afraid of sending more messages 'cause you're afraid you're gonna be labelled a bugger.

And it stays just like that. Woohoo.

That's the time when you suspect your PC or the internet has done something bad to you... Or that you've been boycotted. Always hope for silver linings, so choose the first option.

To top things up... I blame myself and no one else.

Goodmorning.