Forced to

Sometimes some things happen and sometimes they don't but when they do you've just got to go through them the right way and I haven't been doing so because my bad habits have been disrupting me so now I sit here typing some stuff because I want to.

My experience being in a transition period, partially physically, mostly emotionally... It's challenging and you don't know where to focus your attention on 'cause you're sort of a little lost and don't know where to start from. And new things come by the day. You learn new stuff and try to adapt to them because you're in a transition period and you haven't settled down yet. I don't know for sure when I'm going to settle down because I've broken my cycle and I'm in the process of getting into a new one. It's like jumbling up your daily routine; swapping things here and there and trying to make a new one from scratch. It is hard, though easy to say. You're leaving something you've been living with and adapted to for such a lengthy period of time and you're starting off fresh. Study time, play time, free time, running time, this time, that time, any time. I tell you, it isn't that fun for me even though it sounds interesting. Yes, new things are nice but I can't get these things tucked in my trousers that easily for some unexplainable reason 'cause I'm out of words.

I used to love playing the Rubik's Cube, the 3X3X3 one, solving it not the right way, getting stuck here and there because I didn't go through the tutorials right. Now I've got a 4X4X4 and in full truth and honesty I admit that I don't know how to solve it from scratch. Maybe I'm doing things the Shu'aib's-way-of-solving-Rubik's-cubes way. No wonder. But I hope for the best and I hope I can get to finish things off dengan sempurna.

This wasn't an interesting type-up.